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Tue, Jan. 20th, 2004, 06:10 am
MOVED~! = P
hey pEeps~! i hAv mOved 2
www.xanga.com/b4ndit
n then again to
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= P Tue, Nov. 25th, 2003, 01:12 pm
HELP~!!!!!!
im dying of boredom~!!! somebody save me~!!!
haahaa...i didnt update my journal for quite some time again...= P okie...i shall not use laziness as an excuse although it really is...heehee...
well...many of u all muz be wondering about my NS vocation...well...i enlisted into the police force~! got 2 know a new bunch of pple...whom i will be spending most of my time with until next yr. june...
was actually thinking of getting into OCS actually...but well...maybe there is a greater plan for me in the police force...*shrugs*...who knows? only time will tell...but itz at the same time consoling 2 know from my orientation officer in BMT tt making it to NSPI meant tt i qualified for OCS as well...which meant tt i indirectly made it 2 OCS...*yippee~!*
okie...bak 2 the main point...during the 1st week or so...i kindda freaked out upon being briefed of the rules n regulations tt i had 2 abide by...as well as the laws i m bounded by...it made me feel really really restricted...but as time went by...i felt tt it wasnt tt bad afterall...bit by bit...all these things will be incorporated into me...yep...
this 9-month course is definately a long time...n it is indeed tiring...considering the amount tt i gotta study...not 4getting the physical aspects of it as well...we r expected 2 be the best n nothing but the best...best in everything...but i guess all these will pay off when my squadmates n i get commissioned june next yr. as police inspectors...
n 4 those who have the misconception tt police is slack...hey...try it 4 urself 2 find out~! it ain't slack at all...4 1 thing...i have NEVER ran so much in my entire life...i can run until my legs wanna break~! = P
will keep this journal going...so...continue 2 drop by okie? = )
PS: thanx 2 all who hav written a testimonial 4 me in friendster...
Sat, Sep. 27th, 2003, 11:40 am
:: POP~!!!! ::
POP LOH~!!!!!!!
i didnt think tt i could make it through the 100 days of BMT...but i did~! yaye~! so proud of myself~! = )
Sat, Sep. 20th, 2003, 02:10 pm
hAppy...= )
booked out yesterday (friday) n rushed home 2 have a shower n change into my civilian clothes immediately...then rushed down to SP 4 the annual IBM concert...argh...only made it 4 the 2nd half...but it was still fantastic...a concert tt could only be possible with the one n only SP band...it entertaining n at the same time...showing the band's standard also...
after the concert...went down 2 holland village swensen's with the whole percussion section including alumni~! but 2 bad alan couldnt come along...sigh...but nonetheless...it was a much anticipated "reunion"...haahaa...there was so much 2 talk about...yet so little time...sigh...time really rocketed yesterday...n b4 i knew it...it was almost 2...time 2 head home...by the time i got home...bathed...n finished clearing my mails...it was almost 4 oredi...yup...went 2 sleep after tt...
really enjoyed myself...n was really happy 2~! = ) starting 2 miss all of them oredi...although it is only less than a day tt we parted...sigh...look 4ward 2 the next time when we can meet up again...
anyway...took some pix yesterday...they can be seen at photos.yahoo.com/sius83
Sun, Sep. 14th, 2003, 10:23 pm
siGh...
well...im having fever...feeling giddy...n hav my tonsils r kindda swollen...so i didnt book in 2day...yupz...staying at home 2 rest...will be booking in tml evening...sigh...feel so sick now...anyway...met up with ernest 4 a short while yesterday...n met jessica 4 lunch n some jalan jalan after tt...had a great time really...yep...we took a photo card also...here it is~!
.JPG) sorry 4 the lack of details...= P really not feeling well...gonna rest liao...take care peeps~! = )
Sun, Sep. 7th, 2003, 10:36 pm
eLLo wOrLd~!
ello everyone out there...
i hav not updated my journal since 1 day b4 enlistment in NS...yup...n my com. was down 4 a month...so i couldnt update either...well...most of my weekends when i booked out was spent resting n spending time with my family...by the time i booked out...all i wanted 2 do was 2 come home n rest...yup...i know i haven met up with most of u 4 a very long time...so sorry about tt...but i'll make up 4 it soon okie? = )
i booked in 2day at 6pm...juz 2 get an out pass...yah...then i booked out again at 9+pm...was planning 2 meet up with ernest 4 a drink or something...but the time is 2 late liao...i gotta rest early as i gotta reach tanglin camp b4 7.15am tml morning...ive been called 2 go 4 the band interview...yupz...
i think i gtg n sleep oredi...oh yah...as 4 the pictures of my botak head tt i promised a few of u 2 post up...they'll be up soon...wait awhile more okie?
b4 i go...would like 2 say tt i miss all of u out there...hope we'll get 2 meet up soon...until then...do take care...
"i dun wanna lead an army life...i juz wanna lead a normal life~!" -part of one of the army songs
Tue, Jun. 10th, 2003, 01:26 pm
*wAves n sAys gOodbyE 2 evEryonE*
well...as most of u know...i will be enlisting this thursday - 12 june...well...juz thought i'd bid an early farewell 2 everyone...
im kindda looking 4ward 2 NS...but at the same time...kindda scared n worried as well...yah...mixed feelings...n the element of uncertainty n doubt is not making things any better...well...all i can do is 2 hope 4 the best...do my best...n hav a positive attitude...will be missing all of u as well...sigh...cant imagine wat it'll be like during confinement...only time will tell...
was talking about prayers with ernest yesterday nite...we'll be praying...hope u peeps keep us in prayer also...okie? = ) thanx~!
the LORD's prayer - Matthew 6:9-13
'Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our deptors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliever us from the evil one'i guess ttz all 4 now...until we meet again...bubbai...take care...n GOD bless all of u...
Sat, Jun. 7th, 2003, 11:06 pm
hAppy dAy...
2day met up with most of the graduating batch from SP band...pple whom i was with were kelvin, zhiyuan, kenrick, yanhui, theresa n qianhui...we met at 5.30 for dinner at the glass house ("fish n co.")...but we waited til about 6.30 as zhiyuan wanted 2 sit on the 2nd level...haahaa...wanted 2 accomplish his "lash wish" b4 entering NS mah...= P
happened 2 meet ernest there also...n learnt from him tt he was with some of the LJ pple...hmmmmmmm...i didnt know who was who actually...n also being abit shy (haahaa)...i didnt say "hi" or wat...but said "hi" through ernest loh...= P i wasnt trying 2 be rude...but juz paiseh loh...
then when we were at "fish n co."...one of the guys...i shall not say whom...took interest in this waitress...we were trying 2 get her 2 serve our table more n all tt...n even asked if she could take a photo with tt someone...but she said "no"...*ooops* talked quite alot of crap over dinner...laughed alot 2...anyway...i was damn full loh...zhiyuan, kelvin n kenrick ordered fish n chips...theresa n kelvin ordered the sambal fish...yanhui n i ordered the swordfish collar...it was damn filling loh...the portion for the swordfish collar was so big~! yanhui n i couldnt finish n needed assistance...haahaa...but it was really nice lah...heehee...u all should give it a try...i think itz the best dish ive tried frm "fish n co."...
after dinner...we walked around taking photos...it was really crazy but fun~! took photos juz outside glass house at the "LOVE" sculpture there...then walked down 2 fort canning hill n took photos there also...after tt we crossed over n took photos at the area outside "b-boss"...yup...then we proceeded 2 PS 2 walk around awhile...then went 2 rocher road 2 hav soya beancurd ("tau huey")...itz very nice~!!!! *mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~!* it is soooooooooo smooth...n will juz melt in ur mouth~! the syrup wasnt 2 sweet either...= P yep...then i had a take away order 2 let my family try also...they liked it~!
haven been so happy since ive learnt about not being able 2 perform n watch the concert...this is my happeiest day since then...>_< thanx so much peeps~! really had a great time 2day~! = )
with regards 2 joining the "audio image" band...gimme time 2 consider okie? = P
Tue, Jun. 3rd, 2003, 09:24 pm
dEprEssed...
im feeling more horrible now...not only will i not be able 2 perform for the concert...i will not be able 2 watch my band perform during the concert as well...i juz found out tt i'll be confined 4 3 weeks upon enlistment...n i can only book out on saturdays...the concert is on FRIDAY...im falling into a state of depression liaoz...yesterday night i was so sad tt i kindda cried...yeah...go ahead n laugh if u wanna...but i really did...not tt i like 2 cry...neither do i cry so easily/often or wat...but i juz felt so horrible inside...yah...dunno wat 2 say liao...i never felt this bad in a very very long time...
not being able 2 perform 4 the coming concert caused me 2 feel more strongly regarding the regrets i already have...
i regret tt i didnt join band in sec. sch...
i regret tt i didnt join band in poly. earlier...
i regret tt i was 2 lazy 2 take my NAPHA test...which resulted in a 2-month earlier enlistment...
in my entire life in SPband...i only played for 2 IBMs n 1 MD? which is 3 concerts altogether...if i had joined band earlier n had taken my NAPHA test...i would have performed for 3 IBMs n 3 MDs...which is twice the number of concerts tt i had participated in...
it may be greedy of me 2 say this...but itz not enuf 4 me at all...
i guess itz time 2 stop hoping 4 stuff 2 happen 4 me with regards 2 the concert...all i can do is 2 cheer on the rest of the band...n be with them in "spirit"...yah...all the best peeps...
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