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Tue, Jan. 20th, 2004, 06:10 am
MOVED~! = P
hey pEeps~! i hAv mOved 2
www.xanga.com/b4ndit
n then again to
a-l-o-y-s-i-u-s.blogspot.com
= P Tue, Nov. 25th, 2003, 01:12 pm
HELP~!!!!!!
im dying of boredom~!!! somebody save me~!!!
haahaa...i didnt update my journal for quite some time again...= P okie...i shall not use laziness as an excuse although it really is...heehee...
well...many of u all muz be wondering about my NS vocation...well...i enlisted into the police force~! got 2 know a new bunch of pple...whom i will be spending most of my time with until next yr. june...
was actually thinking of getting into OCS actually...but well...maybe there is a greater plan for me in the police force...*shrugs*...who knows? only time will tell...but itz at the same time consoling 2 know from my orientation officer in BMT tt making it to NSPI meant tt i qualified for OCS as well...which meant tt i indirectly made it 2 OCS...*yippee~!*
okie...bak 2 the main point...during the 1st week or so...i kindda freaked out upon being briefed of the rules n regulations tt i had 2 abide by...as well as the laws i m bounded by...it made me feel really really restricted...but as time went by...i felt tt it wasnt tt bad afterall...bit by bit...all these things will be incorporated into me...yep...
this 9-month course is definately a long time...n it is indeed tiring...considering the amount tt i gotta study...not 4getting the physical aspects of it as well...we r expected 2 be the best n nothing but the best...best in everything...but i guess all these will pay off when my squadmates n i get commissioned june next yr. as police inspectors...
n 4 those who have the misconception tt police is slack...hey...try it 4 urself 2 find out~! it ain't slack at all...4 1 thing...i have NEVER ran so much in my entire life...i can run until my legs wanna break~! = P
will keep this journal going...so...continue 2 drop by okie? = )
PS: thanx 2 all who hav written a testimonial 4 me in friendster...
Sat, Sep. 27th, 2003, 11:40 am
:: POP~!!!! ::
POP LOH~!!!!!!!
i didnt think tt i could make it through the 100 days of BMT...but i did~! yaye~! so proud of myself~! = )
Sat, Sep. 20th, 2003, 02:10 pm
hAppy...= )
booked out yesterday (friday) n rushed home 2 have a shower n change into my civilian clothes immediately...then rushed down to SP 4 the annual IBM concert...argh...only made it 4 the 2nd half...but it was still fantastic...a concert tt could only be possible with the one n only SP band...it entertaining n at the same time...showing the band's standard also...
after the concert...went down 2 holland village swensen's with the whole percussion section including alumni~! but 2 bad alan couldnt come along...sigh...but nonetheless...it was a much anticipated "reunion"...haahaa...there was so much 2 talk about...yet so little time...sigh...time really rocketed yesterday...n b4 i knew it...it was almost 2...time 2 head home...by the time i got home...bathed...n finished clearing my mails...it was almost 4 oredi...yup...went 2 sleep after tt...
really enjoyed myself...n was really happy 2~! = ) starting 2 miss all of them oredi...although it is only less than a day tt we parted...sigh...look 4ward 2 the next time when we can meet up again...
anyway...took some pix yesterday...they can be seen at photos.yahoo.com/sius83
Sun, Sep. 14th, 2003, 10:23 pm
siGh...
well...im having fever...feeling giddy...n hav my tonsils r kindda swollen...so i didnt book in 2day...yupz...staying at home 2 rest...will be booking in tml evening...sigh...feel so sick now...anyway...met up with ernest 4 a short while yesterday...n met jessica 4 lunch n some jalan jalan after tt...had a great time really...yep...we took a photo card also...here it is~!
.JPG) sorry 4 the lack of details...= P really not feeling well...gonna rest liao...take care peeps~! = )
Sun, Sep. 7th, 2003, 10:36 pm
eLLo wOrLd~!
ello everyone out there...
i hav not updated my journal since 1 day b4 enlistment in NS...yup...n my com. was down 4 a month...so i couldnt update either...well...most of my weekends when i booked out was spent resting n spending time with my family...by the time i booked out...all i wanted 2 do was 2 come home n rest...yup...i know i haven met up with most of u 4 a very long time...so sorry about tt...but i'll make up 4 it soon okie? = )
i booked in 2day at 6pm...juz 2 get an out pass...yah...then i booked out again at 9+pm...was planning 2 meet up with ernest 4 a drink or something...but the time is 2 late liao...i gotta rest early as i gotta reach tanglin camp b4 7.15am tml morning...ive been called 2 go 4 the band interview...yupz...
i think i gtg n sleep oredi...oh yah...as 4 the pictures of my botak head tt i promised a few of u 2 post up...they'll be up soon...wait awhile more okie?
b4 i go...would like 2 say tt i miss all of u out there...hope we'll get 2 meet up soon...until then...do take care...
"i dun wanna lead an army life...i juz wanna lead a normal life~!" -part of one of the army songs
Tue, Jun. 10th, 2003, 01:26 pm
*wAves n sAys gOodbyE 2 evEryonE*
well...as most of u know...i will be enlisting this thursday - 12 june...well...juz thought i'd bid an early farewell 2 everyone...
im kindda looking 4ward 2 NS...but at the same time...kindda scared n worried as well...yah...mixed feelings...n the element of uncertainty n doubt is not making things any better...well...all i can do is 2 hope 4 the best...do my best...n hav a positive attitude...will be missing all of u as well...sigh...cant imagine wat it'll be like during confinement...only time will tell...
was talking about prayers with ernest yesterday nite...we'll be praying...hope u peeps keep us in prayer also...okie? = ) thanx~!
the LORD's prayer - Matthew 6:9-13
'Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our deptors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliever us from the evil one'i guess ttz all 4 now...until we meet again...bubbai...take care...n GOD bless all of u...
Sat, Jun. 7th, 2003, 11:06 pm
hAppy dAy...
2day met up with most of the graduating batch from SP band...pple whom i was with were kelvin, zhiyuan, kenrick, yanhui, theresa n qianhui...we met at 5.30 for dinner at the glass house ("fish n co.")...but we waited til about 6.30 as zhiyuan wanted 2 sit on the 2nd level...haahaa...wanted 2 accomplish his "lash wish" b4 entering NS mah...= P
happened 2 meet ernest there also...n learnt from him tt he was with some of the LJ pple...hmmmmmmm...i didnt know who was who actually...n also being abit shy (haahaa)...i didnt say "hi" or wat...but said "hi" through ernest loh...= P i wasnt trying 2 be rude...but juz paiseh loh...
then when we were at "fish n co."...one of the guys...i shall not say whom...took interest in this waitress...we were trying 2 get her 2 serve our table more n all tt...n even asked if she could take a photo with tt someone...but she said "no"...*ooops* talked quite alot of crap over dinner...laughed alot 2...anyway...i was damn full loh...zhiyuan, kelvin n kenrick ordered fish n chips...theresa n kelvin ordered the sambal fish...yanhui n i ordered the swordfish collar...it was damn filling loh...the portion for the swordfish collar was so big~! yanhui n i couldnt finish n needed assistance...haahaa...but it was really nice lah...heehee...u all should give it a try...i think itz the best dish ive tried frm "fish n co."...
after dinner...we walked around taking photos...it was really crazy but fun~! took photos juz outside glass house at the "LOVE" sculpture there...then walked down 2 fort canning hill n took photos there also...after tt we crossed over n took photos at the area outside "b-boss"...yup...then we proceeded 2 PS 2 walk around awhile...then went 2 rocher road 2 hav soya beancurd ("tau huey")...itz very nice~!!!! *mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~!* it is soooooooooo smooth...n will juz melt in ur mouth~! the syrup wasnt 2 sweet either...= P yep...then i had a take away order 2 let my family try also...they liked it~!
haven been so happy since ive learnt about not being able 2 perform n watch the concert...this is my happeiest day since then...>_< thanx so much peeps~! really had a great time 2day~! = )
with regards 2 joining the "audio image" band...gimme time 2 consider okie? = P
Tue, Jun. 3rd, 2003, 09:24 pm
dEprEssed...
im feeling more horrible now...not only will i not be able 2 perform for the concert...i will not be able 2 watch my band perform during the concert as well...i juz found out tt i'll be confined 4 3 weeks upon enlistment...n i can only book out on saturdays...the concert is on FRIDAY...im falling into a state of depression liaoz...yesterday night i was so sad tt i kindda cried...yeah...go ahead n laugh if u wanna...but i really did...not tt i like 2 cry...neither do i cry so easily/often or wat...but i juz felt so horrible inside...yah...dunno wat 2 say liao...i never felt this bad in a very very long time...
not being able 2 perform 4 the coming concert caused me 2 feel more strongly regarding the regrets i already have...
i regret tt i didnt join band in sec. sch...
i regret tt i didnt join band in poly. earlier...
i regret tt i was 2 lazy 2 take my NAPHA test...which resulted in a 2-month earlier enlistment...
in my entire life in SPband...i only played for 2 IBMs n 1 MD? which is 3 concerts altogether...if i had joined band earlier n had taken my NAPHA test...i would have performed for 3 IBMs n 3 MDs...which is twice the number of concerts tt i had participated in...
it may be greedy of me 2 say this...but itz not enuf 4 me at all...
i guess itz time 2 stop hoping 4 stuff 2 happen 4 me with regards 2 the concert...all i can do is 2 cheer on the rest of the band...n be with them in "spirit"...yah...all the best peeps...
Mon, Jun. 2nd, 2003, 11:39 pm
bAnd...
juz came home from band...was feeling rather emotional 2day though i didnt show it out...2day would be the last time i would be playing the current set of repetoire with SP band...cos it is confirmed tt i wun be able 2 perform 4 the concert due 2 NS confinement...sigh...as i was playing...apart from enjoying myself...i really really felt sad...had 2 really control myself...n 4 the 1st time...i actually got almost all my parts correct...well...maybe cos itz the last time...so subconsciously i was wanting 2 do my best 2 make it perfect? *shrugs* i dun really know either...juz a guess...
2 venessa, joshua, christopher n brother alan who will be taking over my parts...hey...i know tt my parts r not easy (esp. "jazz suite" which has 6 movements)...but i believe u guys can do it...well...i did it...so can u all...do me proud okie? hope i'll be able 2 make it 2 the concert 2 enjoy the fruits of ur labour...jiayou...
2 the rest of my bandmates who may come across this...u peeps jiayou okie? my heart is with all of u...n i know all of u r gonna put up the best concert yet~! 1 more month b4 the concert...work hard, yah? = )
dunno wat more 2 say liao...feeling happy 2 finally graduate...but feeling really really sad 2 hav 2 leave SP band...*sobz* i will miss all of u...thanx 4 all the wonderful times...= D
btw...the SP band concert will be on the 4th of july in the evening at the victoria concert hall...there's a great repetoire not 2 be missed...n hey...itz SP BAND~! so do let me know if u r interested...
well...juz came out of the shower after returning home from my 3rd uncle's place...granny lives with him n his family...yup...this is how 2day went...
met granny at about 12+ after her foot reflexology session at 3rd uncle's shop...then went 2 ang mo kio central 4 lunch...yupz...as usual...i got overfed by her...haahaa...after tt went bak 2 my 3rd uncle's place...which is also at ang mo kio central...my 3rd aunt happened 2 drop home from the shop 2 do some stuff n have her lunch...so had a good talk with her 2gether with granny...talked about some family n society stuff...yah...then after she finished her lunch...she had 2 head bak 2 the shop...n it was juz me n granny...had a heart-2-heart talk with her like all my visits 2 her...continued talking about family stuff (including herself n myself)...past...present...n future...n she continued sharing about her life experiences n stuff...n asked my opinions as well...also talked about my future a little...as always...granny would try 2 give as much advise n guidance as she can...yup...love spending time with her...n i really love her...yupz...= ) should be going down again on tuesday...but not confirmed yet...
oh yes...4 those of u who wanted 2 know about my results...it sucked big time...this semester i had the WORSE results of my 3 years (which is equivalant to 6 semesters) in poly...3 C's...2 B's...2 A's...really really sucks...sigh...
Tue, May. 27th, 2003, 10:10 pm
ktV...= P
2day met up with nicholas, theresa n yanxi at almost 2pm 2 go 4 KTV...we went 2 the one at cuppage...well...itz my first time going 2 a KTV actually...usually i'll juz have KTV sessions at home with my family...
it was fun...but i didnt really sing much cos i abit shy mah...*blushes*...lolz...yah...but the 3 of them very pro. sia...haahaa...all KTV fairly regularly...it wouldve been perfect if the waiters came in n out of the room less regularly...yupz...oh...n itz a pity tt my cantonese capabilities r extremely limited...n i do mean EXTREMELY...n tt lead 2 me not being able 2 sing cantonese songs...hmmmmmmmm...tt was a rather lame n redundant comment tt i passed...okie...NEXT~!
everyone was quite daring loh...except 4 me...took me quite some time 2 warm up actually...= P but really had fun after tt...yupz~! i wouldnt mind going KTV again...but hope tt my throat will be in a better state the next time round...2day my throat wasnt exactly in a very good state...2 much heaty stuff since exams was over i guess...= P now im wondering if i sounded horrible 2day...lolz...>_<
after the KTV session...the 3 of them headed 4 bugis 4 dinner...while i came home 4 dinner...yup...supposed 2 meet them after my dinner...but i had some other stuff 2 do at home...n by the time i completed it...which is now...itz 2 late 2 join 'em liaoz...sigh...well...hope tt u peeps had fun although im not around...haahaa...
i do not hav many days left as a civilian...my enlistment date (12 june) is drawing nearer n nearer...time is flying really quickly now...seems like there's so much i wanna do but so little time...well...i guess the only thing i can do is 2 make the most out of this little time tt i hav...yupz...n 4 1 thing...im really gonna miss my hair cos im gonna look really really weird without it...HEY~! DUN LAUGH~! i m watching u~! = P
  
nic...the pic we took couldnt be uploaded as it was too BIG...= P 2 bad loh...lolz...
Thu, May. 22nd, 2003, 11:37 pm
O_o
juz finished watching american idol...wat the heck~! the fat ass ruben won~! i dun believe it~! the fact tt he is in the competition 4 so long is already a disgust...n now...he is the winner of this competition?~! good heavens~! i really dunno wat 2 say liao...YUX~! SICK~!
well...had a really good day 2day lah...= P met sue anne, nicholas n jessica 4 lunch at queensway...then after tt we went 2 town...walked around...n hung out...hey guys...really had fun...had a good number of laughs as well~! = )
Sat, May. 17th, 2003, 02:17 am
sAy gOodbyE...
juz heard n downloaded the MTV n MP3 4 s club's last song "say goodbye"...itz nice but really really sad song...hit a soft part in my heart somehow...kindda sad tt the band is gonna officially split on 14th may 2003...sigh...1st paul left the band...n s club 7 became s club...left with 6 members...the band was never the same as b4...n now the entire band is disbanding...really loved this band...yeah...cant help but feel disappointed n sad somehow...go download the MP3/MTV too okie?
goodbye s club 7...all the best~! = ) (oops...hope this doesnt sound dumb...= P)
Say Goodbye
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared?
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regret
Nothing lasts forever though you want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye
‘though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Oh don’t you cry
‘cause true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there’ll be things
We’ll wish we’d never said
In a year from now
Maybe we’ll see eachother,
standing on the same street corner,
no regrets
Each and every end is always
written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I’d make this last
Sometimes goodbye
‘though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
but don’t you cry
‘cause true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I’ll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel
Sometimes goodbye
‘though it hurts in your heart
is the only way for destiny
sometimes goodbye
though it hurts is the only way now
for you and me
Though it’s the hardest thing to say
I’ll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
but don’t you cry
‘cause true love never dies
2day met up with my secondary sch. buddies - alex n lionel after lunch...itz been a long time since ive met up with them...sooooooo happy~! we went 2 watch a movie..."bringing down the house"...really hilarious i muz say...steve martin played his role really well...it was the first time ive seen him in a role like this...haahaa...n 4 his age...man...he's really good...those of u all who watched the show will know wat i mean...= P
yeah...then after tt we juz walked around while talking n catching up...since lionel needed 2 get some stuff b4 booking in 2nite...yeah...had lotsa fun...haahaa...alex bought a badminton racket...it was a good buy...usual price was $129...it was on sale n he bought it at $50~! yeah...lionel had 2 leave early 2 go home 4 dinner b4 booking in...so alex n i had dinner by ourselves at burger king...yeah~! long time since ive been there 2~! hee...felt good...
after tt we walked around abit b4 deciding 2 play badminton at a court near his grands' place...well...itz been a long time since ive really worked out or played any sport...it was really tiring~! we started playing at 8pm...n we played till 9+pm...i was so tired~! or rather...as alex says...since im not panting...i m juz lazy...haahaa~! i dunno lah...but i juz felt tt i couldnt move anymore...= P i think i really lost touch with badminton liao...all my footings were totally screwed up...2 think i was in the school team b4...*blush*...but really had a good work out...haahaa...
i juz came out from my shower actually...yeah...so...i guess i'll end here...gonna play some games now...= P
2day went 4 the sakae sushi buffet at the heeren with huijun, zhiying, tingli n phoebe...the quality of food was alrite lah...considering tt each of us paid $16...yah...then eat until all of us were like damn bloated...lolz...esp. the 4 of them...never see them eat so much b4~! haahaa...
oh...b4 tingli n phoebe arrived...zhiying, huijun n i went 2 the arcade...n i played "bashi bashi" with the 2 of them...n guess wat? huijun got so excited tt she kindda over stretched the muscles at the junction of her neck n shoulder...lolz...then had 2 go n get those kindda ointment 4 her at guardian pharmacy...= P
well...the buffet started at 3...n we ate until almost 5...lolz...of course we were talking as well...not eating all the way...after tt...headed for PS 2 catch the korean horror movie, "white room"...well...it wasnt as good as i expected it 2 be...not horrifying enuf...not scary enuf...but well...itz good enough 4 cheap trills lah...my verdict is...not recommended...but those who r not really into horror movies, n r looking 4 a scare or something...u can give it a try...those who r into horror movies will probably not find any kick out of it...keke...
then here i m at home...after my bath...really looking 4ward 2 "matrix reloaded" n the japanese horror movie "ju-on"...MUST watch~! a real pity tt i wun be able 2 catch "hulk"...it releases on 20 june...n i enlist on 12 june...sigh...hope tt it is still screening when i can book out...
another disappointing thing tt i didnt mention earlier is tt...i cannot perform 4 my supposed-2-be last concert with SP band~! itz really saddening...ive been looking 4ward 2 it so much...the concert was meant 2 be on 30 may...n the stupid sch. postponed it due 2 SARS...itz like...damn lame loh~! i will be in NS by then oredi...they didnt even postpone the exams or wat...then they postpone the concert...watz the logic? i mean...if they r lazy 2 set up booths 2 take temperatures 4 the audience...or 2 draw up any precautions...juz say so loh...wat a lame reason 2 give..."the concert will be postponed due 2 SARS"...itz really damn lame...if not cos the director wanted 2 come 4 our concert...we would hav held it earlier...n it may not even be affected by the SARS thingy at all...grrrrr~! well...guess i'll get over it soon...= P
Fri, May. 9th, 2003, 12:43 am
hMmmmmmmmm...
yaye~! my exams r finaLLy over~! feel so relaxed now...after 3 yrs...i finally graduated...at the same time...i hav mixed feelings...ive made so many frens in poly during these 3 yrs...n 2gether...we went through alot...n the frenships grew alot also...the tot of leaving these wonderful pple n seeing lesser of them really makes my heart ache...cant help but feel sad...im really gonna miss u guys...
- special thanx 2 my 6 lao po's, also my classmates - huijun, zhiying, tingli, xiuyun, phoebe, clarissa...being with u guys everyday brightened up my poly life...thank u all 4 ur encouragements, motivations, belief in me n all tt...in short...im really really thankful 4 the frenship we all have...each of u have touched my life in one way or another...thank u...thank u...thank u...
- 2 the rest of my class...u all have really been a great bunch...im thankful 4 u guys 2...but 2 bad we didnt hav the chance 2 get 2 know each other better...yup...melvin, kelvin, quanjian...juz got 2 know u guys more 2wards the end of the semester...thankful 4 it...we'll hang out more often, yah? 4 the rest of u not mentioned here...thank u 2...will miss ur presence...
- 2 shulin, abidah, nana...u 3 r a great bunch of frens 2...really had lotsa fun with u gals...although we did crap alot...this frenship is still strong...thank u all 4 being there 4 me as well...n 4 believing in me...
- 2 stephen n frankie...hey...i haven 4gotten u 2 "uncles"...haahaa...thank u all 4 the stuff u all hav shared with me...itz been great knowing u guys as well...
- 2 my percussion mates in band...u guys r fantastic...brought alot of joy in my life...thank u all 4 ur encouragements...u guys believed in me although i only joined band n learnt percussion when i entered poly. n m not as experienced as any of u...thank u...it meant alot 2 me...
- 2 my band friends...u guys know who u r...thank u all so much 4 making my stay in SP band a much more homely n fulfilling one...
2 the rest whom ive not mentioned...i have not 4gotten u guys...i never will...juz tt the list really goes on...n there is 2 many pple 2 thank...really...thank u...thank u...THANK U... cant imagine my poly life with any of u not in the picture...n now tt ive graduated...i cant imagine my life without any of u either...
i wanna thank each n everyone of u 4 being who u r 2 me (including the lecturers)...n 4 touching my life in ur own unique, special way...i'll really really miss u wonderful pple...i wun 4get any of u...
well...im feeling kindda sad now...but i guess this kindda stuff is juz part n parcel of life...i dun exactly know how 2 continue writing from here...neither do i know how 2 end this entry...i guess i'll juz end with thank u's n more thank u's...love u pple...= ) muz keep in touch okie? lets all do well n do each other proud...jia you~!
Fri, May. 2nd, 2003, 04:56 pm
wOo-hOo~!
i had only 1.5 hours of sleep b4 this morning's human anatomy and physiology (A&P) paper...well...the paper was okie i guess...but once again...not sure of how i will do...= P n after tt...went to watch x-men 2~!`!!~!! yeah...despite the fact tt i have 2 more papers 2 go...it felt great tt the A&P paper was finally over...so a few friends n i decided 2 go n catch it...wahahhaahahahaaa~!
 the show featured 2 of my favourite mutants...iceman n nightcrawler~! it was soooooooo cool...the show started with a scene tt featured nightcrawler n his mutant powers...totally awesome...i think iceman hasn't really learnt how to use his powers to the max. yet...the show was really an adventure...from the beginning 2 the end...non-stop action n will leave u sitting on the edge of ur seats~! totally cool...oh yah...rogue looks so much better in x-men 2 as well...hmmmmm...actually...everybody does...haahaa~! n the ending of the show...oh man...really makes me look 4ward 2 x-men 3... im probably gonna catch it again after my exams...wahahahahaaa...u pple muz go watch okie?  PS: hey peeps...if the background image causes the text 2 be difficult 2 be read...do tell me okie? = P
Thu, May. 1st, 2003, 08:49 am
*bOom*
my brain is gonna burst liao...argh...tml is the human anatomy n physiology paper...lotsa stuff 2 squeeze into my brain...argh...stress...my first paper (biomedical electronics) was quite alrite...but quite uncertain about the grade i will get...haahaa...
hope tt everybody is doing fine...4 those who r having exams...it'll be over soon~! can enjoy after tt...= P im really looking 4ward 2 tt 2...got so many movies i wanna watch...so many pple whom ive not gone out with 4 a long time...man...really looking 4ward 2 the end of my exams...1 week more~! haahaa~! okie...im getting craky again...well...betta get bak 2 my books now...
take care peeps...= )
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